The Original Secret Hideaway

 

literally, this is my secret hideaway when i don't have anything to do i just lay down in here listen to my favorite song, read pocketbooks (yeah its pocketbooks because i can read lots of pocketbook in one sitting), write to my doodle notebook , or plan for what i am going to do to ease my boredom, and the


 worst is  just stare to the ceiling... actually i love to clean this place because whenever i am in here i can 
prove that somehow i have the obsessive compulsive tendency.... but in the end i just bring back its old design hahah well maybe i really don't have the artistic side , that's why its simple..

the true reason why i call it my secret hideaway, well that is because whenever i am in here i can forget about the things that could make me frustrated, anxious and everything... hahaha soow thats the reason

The accident prone Lady

 

well this past few weeks napapansin ko na lagi akong naiinjure grabe...well may history na kasi talaga yung pagiging lampa ko.hahahaha sooow ito nga bet kong mag list down ng accident na kinasasangkutan ko hohoho

first stop ..natapunan ng kumukulong tubig ang brother ko that time awang awa ako kasi my brother was just 2 years old for pete sake kaya yun masyado akong na depressed that time na hiniling ko kay lord na ako nalang yung natapunan.

Second stop. natapunan ng kumukulung tubig yung paa ko well, na realize ko siguro pinakinggan ni lord yung prayer ko kasi pati ako natapunan ko sarili ko hahaha

third stop nadulas ako rather nadapa nung nangyari to gusto ko na umatungal soow ang ginawa ko nag poise to the max ako para keribells tpos nung kwinento ko kay min tinawanan ba naman ako grabe pero mangiyak ngiyak talaga ako nun uhuhuhu

dream guy or whatsoever

well.. part ito ng pagiging frustrated ko sooow i guess meron ng hint kung bakit ako frustrated...so while surfing the net something stuck on my mind and its my ex- crush hahaha well i am trying to forget him hoho well may pagka feelingera lang talaga ako thats why.....aktwali i just realize something but still di ko parin sya ma distinguished so just bear with me .....so yun nga thats why i am gong to list down my standards na nakita ko accidentally sa aking someone.......




1.) SNOB actually i really dunno why pero yun talaga yung una kung tinitignan sa lalaki yung tipong isnaberong gwapo pero deep inside mabait ( aktwali wala pa kong nakikilang ganyan even my crush though may pag ka mysterious sya but definitely he's not snob )


2.) CLEAN CUT well definitely for me that's a requirement though sometimes yung ibang rugged type eh appealing i still go for those who were clean cuts hahah


3.) CONSERVATIVE  yeah conservative , because of i grew up to a conservative family even if di halata sa akin personality  may pagka maria clara parin ako ...hohoho


4.) READY MAG PA -UNDER hoho aktwali na sa personality ko kasi yung pagka superior so minsan pag di nasusunud ang gusto ko nagkakatantrums ako so better yet ready magpa under yung lalaki..


5.) CONFIDENT hahah well sa tingin ko kasi yung mga lalaking confident hindi madaling magselos dahil para sa akin number 1 sin ang pagiging seloso ( hoho may pinaghuhugutan).


6.) MABAIT ganito yun i really like guys with a shell personality hard on the outside all mush on the inside soow definitely gusto ko nang mabait.. anong konek><


7.) TALL, DARK __________ syempre gugustuhin ko pa rin yung mas matangkad sa akin tsaka moreno para manly tignan hahah and one more thing i also like guys with beautiful eyes well ganun talaga


8.) SUPERIOR weird it may seems dahil gusto ko ng ready mag pa under pero gusto ko din ng superior sa akin ganito kasi yun syempre gusto ko rin na natatakot ako hindi man literal . pero alam ko sa sarili ko na kunting bad moves may mag sesermon sa akin.....




9.) MARUNONG NG GAWAING BAHAY well sa lahat ito ang pangalawa pinakaimportante sa akin dahil sa unang una sa lahat hindi ako marunong magluto, though pwede ako maglinis kaya lang kailangan may alam sa gawaing bahay dahil sa hindi ako maasahan sa ganyang bagay you know im such a banononono tsaka panu nalang pag nag katuluyan kami ng lalaking di marunong magluto edi mamatay kami sa gutom dahil sa hindi ako  marunong magluto. edi kawawa naman ako. wink


10.) lastly GOD FEARING well pinakaimportante ito sabi kasi sakin ng dating teacher ko kailangan daw yung isang lalaki god fearing para siguradong mamamhalin ka from the bottom of his hypothalamus....hhahahaha








i guess hanggang dito nalang to na babaduyan na ko sa sarili ko.. because when i am not frustrated i realy hate this kind of stuffs.:D 

brokenhearted o Frustrated

this time.....the reason why nagpo-post ako eh dahil sa something is bothering me and i cant point it out..well maybe i am just afraid to admit it.

les miserables Part II

i cant help but smile hahaha nakakakilig talaga Marius was soooooow sweet he is really a perfect gentleman... soow nice hahahah and look at cosette innocent eyes hahah sooow georgeous.<3 The Scene i love the most when marius propose his undying love to cosette

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Les misarables

     Actually i am not the anime fan, though i watch some.. but i am really not fond of it thats why bihirang ma engrossed ako with certain anime character or certain anime show. Before i am fascinated with the Les misarables book wherein cosette was the lead character..... Then nagulat ako na meron palang anime yun then i watched kaya yun i fell inloved with marius ( he is the guy who fell for cosette)   marius character was the epitome of a perfect gentleman who values his principle more than anything....and look ang gwapo pa... my gosh everytime na nanunuod ako at my scene na mgkasama sila ni cosette di ko maiwasan di kiligin and i really duuno why pero grabe...i can really feel his feelings towards cosette.... weird it may seems pero ganun talaga soomagiipon ako ng mabuting mabuti para makabili ng les miserable na book because i kinda like it no not like i love it<3

Have faith...

last Wednesday is our judgement day for our business plan, the day before that nag ba- buckle na ko kasi di ko alam kung paano ko i ko convince ang sarili ko na makakapasa kami. natatawa ako kasi i really have the guts to tell to my group mates that we can do it , that if we believe with ourselves im sure we can make it. pero deep inside kinakabahan ako at front lang yung lakas ng loob ko na pinapakita ko sa mga ka grupo kasi ayoko sila panghinaan ng loob..i guess God is really good because we pass the oral defense though maraming revisions okay parin.. the group were happy because of the outcome at kahit na wala kaming mock defense nagawa pa rin namin at kahit na nagkakaroon ng misunderstanding within the group nakaraos parin. but mas magiging mas masaya if makakapasa lahat ng grupo. So HAVE FAITH...

nakaka overwhelmed knowing many of our classmates believe  that we can do it they give their moral support that's why i will do my best to support them... and  sana mgawa na rin nila jet...<3