If i could bring back the time.........

Nakagawa ako ng napakalaking kasalanan and that is SELFISHNESS.... nagagalit at naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil hinintay ko pang may masaktan bago ko gumising sa isang malaking katotohanan na kailangan ko ng magbago.... how i wish na sana sa akin nalang nangyari yun nasana ako nalang yung nasaktan how i wish that i could bring back the time. para hindi nalang ako nakasakit..sinasabi nang iba aksidente lang yun walang nakakaalam sa mga pwedeng mangyari pero bakit ganun kahit aksidente ang nangyari di ko pa rin magawang tumingin nang diretso sa mga matang nanghuhusga..sa mga taong hindi naman talaga alam yung nangyari na nakikinig lang sa kwento kwentong may dagdag bawas..Gabi gabi tuwing naalala ko umiiyak ako nang tahimik na sana sa paraang yun mababwasan ang guilt.. pero ganun pa din wala paring nagbago..nasasaktan pa din ako.. gusto kong ipakita sa lahat na kaya kong magbago na natuto ako sa kasalan nagawa ko. kaya lang hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula. ngayon lang ako naging ganito pakiramdam ko ang bigat bigat ng pakiramdam ko kahit nakangiti ako nagdadamdam pa rin ako sa nangyari.........

What makes you beautiful..

Everytime i am boored there are two things that sooth my boredom either listening music or reading pocketbooks..oh yeah thats the two things i keep on doing everytime i dont have anything to do..i love listening to my favorite song my number one on my playlist is WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL by one direction yeah aktwali thats the only song i keep on playing........this song is really nice

You're insecure

Don't know what for

You're turning heads when you walk through the door

Don't need make up

To cover up

Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but you

[Chorus]

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell

You don't know

Oh Oh

You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know

Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful

Oh oh

But that's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on

You got it wrong

To prove I'm right I put it in a song

I don't know why

You're being shy

And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but you

[Chorus]

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell

You don't know

Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know

Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful

Oh oh

But that's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]

Nana Nana Nana Nana

Nana Nana Nana Nana

Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell

You don't know

Oh Oh

You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell

You don't know

Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know

Oh Oh

You don't know you're beautiful

Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful

Oh oh

But that's what makes you beautiful

photos...

 
       ohh..well its been a long time since the last time i checked my blog since i dont have sufficient time you know???? well look what i've got i try to edit some piktyur..frankly speaking this piktyur really sucks since i am not artistic for pete sake... but as a beginner it is not bad at all... isn't it?? ohh well i hope in weeks time i can improve this skills ...

Another long night....

       Here i am again!!!! triple d**n nandito na naman ako walang magawa shete!!!haist.. more often than anything, it become my hobby not to sleep...gosh i hate and i am silently cursing bus plan a lot..shucks i soow hate it.. dahil sa business plan.. naranasan kong wag matulog omigod.. can you imagine that i already forgot how to sleep because of this damn subject.... well i guess that's part of every college students life.. but what can i do i am just a student... but honestly i already wanna give up and i want to stop this thing because i dont think i can still handle this responsibility.. i hate to admit it but i am trying to do everything just to demote my position .God from the very beginning i dont like the position of being a GENERAL MANAGER but what can i do the decison has been already made at masaklap ako ang ginawang GM....pero ngayon ayoko man ipakita sa mga ka grupo ko na na pi pressure ako.. pero s tingin ko nahahalata din nila dahil sa tuwing my meeting pinababayaan ko lang silang magsilta...God i hate to be a chicken pero it leads me no choice but do my best so that my members would demote my position...alam kong mali pero sa tingin ko di ko na keri...hawhaw.. this is my pers time to write what i really feel.. atleast kahit papano gumaan ang pakiramdam ko...hahaii.hayyy life sooooooow hirap.. <3<3<3....

future depends on what we do in the present.

- Mahatma Gandhi

       look...look... look!!! I am already in the edge of giving up when one of my friend post this in the middle of the night at my Facebook account.. and this serves as my motivating line.. kahit papano nabawasan ang dinaramdam ko...siguro nagkakaroon lang talaga ako ng tantrums since masyado na kong frustrated.. at stressed out sa sobrang hirap maging college.. gash after this business plan.. magbabakasyon ako as if there is no tomorrow..for now i will just do my very very best...sooow to my friend in facebook..a heartfelt thank you...dahil sayo nabuhayan ako ng loob...

Friends...

Random...

     Medyo tinatamad ko maglagay ng Caption kaya isahan nalang.... hahahha these beautiful ladies including me of course ahahah...(magulo lang yung arrangement ng piktyur.. soow bear with me..) are my friends... they are my super close friend...:) aktwali... i never imagine na magiging friends kami since we came from different worlds...ahaha joke..but kidding aside i never expaect na magkakasundo kami syempre galing kmi sa kanya kanyang grupo nung pers year... soow yun panu nag simula?? hindi ko rin alam.. basta ang alam ko nagising na lang ako isang araw magkakasama  na kami.. hihihi...well just like the other group of friends out there... we still have differences.. and yet we still choose to be with each others comapany..

ARMHIN... well she is bubbly., talkative, cheerful, beautiful(just like me), witty, God fearing and moody.. take note siya sa tingin ko ang pinakamatapang sa aming lahat..(kaya nga minsan para syang si mama kasi pinagagalitan nya ako aheheh). she also loves to read.. sya ang lagi kong kasama pag gumagala kami..hep kasi kaming dalawa lang naman ang go gumala..hehehe..isa siya sa pasimuno kaya naging term of endearment nila sa akin ay SISA... gawd ..soow..yun.. sa kanilang lahat..sa kanya ako pinaka close ewan ko lang kung bakit..ahahah ..end wala na ko maisip...(ps: si armhin ay wagas manghamapas.)

SHARYN... sa aming lahat siya ang pianaka malumanay magsalita (tama siya ang aking exact opposite dhil napakabilis ko mag rap este mag salita pala ahahaha),sweet, mabait, maganda(ka tulad ko)..she also loves to read pocketbook..ahaha ayun siguro ang dahilan thats why naging magkakasundo kami heheh..well wala akong masyadong masabi kay shasha..y??? dahil s hindi kami ganun ka tagal nag sama since she had to stop studying:(

MELANIE:hahah she is also beautiful (just like me) she is simple, intelligent, mabait, grumpy.haha peace  ..malakas mang powertrip.isa siya s matapang kong kaibigan. at siya ang tipo ng kaibigan na hindi mahilig mag comfort dahil sa ahmm well i dunno either.. sa aming lahat s tingin ko siya ang pinaka matured, siya ang pinaka seryoso..but dispite all of these characteristic sya parin ang malakas ang saltik ahahaha peace mamen.take note.sakanya ko natutunan kong paano mang stalk ng crush ahahah..

WENDY..ahaha ..she is the youngest ... she is also beautiful ( just like me..) mabait.. madaldal..jolly..secret lang natin to ahh siya s tingin ko ang (pinaka-iyakin next to me)..hahah..kahit mas bata siya s akin mas matured sya lalo na sa usaping pampuso.. ahahh

yes last naah!!!!

MARCELLE.... she is sweet, witty, funny, pretty (just like me), simple ..sa aming lahat siya ang pinakamasipag, pinaka masigasig, basta pinaka... ahaaha pagdating s usaping puso silang dalawa ni wendy ang panalo.. syempre nagpapatalo kasi ako ehh ..ahahha joke..sa kanya madami akong natutunan... comapred kasi sakin mas open minded siya..kaya ayun... s akanya madami akong naintindhan.. dhil s mga prinsipyo nya sa buhay.. pero khit ganun ngaksundo parin kami,,,...

ahahaha well thats the end of paliwanagan... atleast kahit papano na share ko sa madla (kong meron man) ang pinakatatangi kong kaibigan ahhahah peace

Unexpected GIFTS

Gift from someone.......
 i dont expect na may matatanggap akong gift except (the gifts from my parents and relatives) of course..... honestly i dont expect too much this Christmas since i just don't feel the spirit of Christmas.(wanna know the reason???? well even me myself dunno whats the reason...xD)... so i just spend the holiday as if it is a normal day... (funny isn't it?)  i just got shocked when someone give this to me... a heart necklace. ( aktwali!!! kulang ang salitang GULAT hahaha dahil sa hindi ko alam na magpapakita pa ang taong nagbigay nito)... such a nice gift thats why i really really really appreciate it...

Gift from Melanie.....
 i just love this Cute chain... why????? dahil sa galing ito sa pinakamamahal na  probinsya ni mel.... Her Beloved AURORA.... i just love it not because it is cute...but because of the motivating Phrase  "BE STRONG" i dunno but everytime im staring to this one it keeps me motivated...xD

These are my babies....


 na ipapaadopt ko sa mga friends ko hehehe...aktwali..wala talaga akong balak bigyan sila ng regalo wuhahahahahhaha( tawa ng witch) pero bigla ko kasi sila naisip that's why!!!!! meron akong piktyur nang mga cutie bear na ito ....but i really dont have any intention on giving them this things since i would love to buy a green lantern shirt.for myself ..hahahaa and since i didnt find one i just got decided to give a   gift  to my ever reliable friends,na lagi akong tinatawag na SISA ewan ko ba kung bakit hahaha maganda naman ako..ansabe!!!! ( hep...they are not last choice..its just that i really dont have any intentions hahaha alam kong ganun din ang sasabihin nila s madla kung sakali) ahaha kidding.here it goes..
 i will give FRIENDSHIP ( the smallest one, with blue overall and tie) to ArmHin???? why maybe because among my friends armhin is the smallest one... ahahah joke!!! but kidding aside maybe because among my friends kay armhin ako pinakapinakapinaka closeyun lang.(anung konek) ahahah . i will give LORIEZZE (the pink one...) to wendy because among my friends wendy is the most kikay kaya bagay sa kanya yun.pramis walang stir she even give me a Curler.(if i am not mistaken)..dahil may extra sya... and even if i dunno how to use it.ibinigay nya prin..heheh i will give LITTLE ADDY   (the red one)  to melanie...why??? i dunno..hhahha well i just find melanie as a strong gerl...hahah walang connection.hehehe basta sa tingin ko kasi melanie has a strong personality just like the strong color of red...